Can I call a sub for my heart? Just today, maybe half of tomorrow. Not feeling it today. It's heavy and dim and I think someone else might do a better job. He's misused it, you see, and where faith ran free now it shakes in a dark corner waiting for the next fire to burn it up bright. Better make it two so it can have bed rest and soft words. So the face and pain can dry and shrivel, the blood can thin and jump. So I'll see you Thursday ready for another beating