call me, tell me how it went when i wasnt there? did she smile at you? eyes only yours? did the drink smell colder? the talk funny in slices of arrogant humor? limberer? dancing among jealous songs? wing man delicious and untouched? smoke twanged between teeth and sharp innuendo. lights flare, and food then, but never before. always acceptable, never debateable. more beer? before 2, no sooner! wish you could curl next to me but shes there, lurking. sorry baby. next time. You didn't call.
i had to imagine.
did you imagine me at all?
sleeping makes the heart grow weary,
dreams stuck to a rancid to and fro.
stuck to when you smoothed me over
and i was undone,
now i am
unraveled.