To the heart of it then,
don't waste time with smiling conspiracy.
It's getting in there, getting you down.
Affected but not effective, I see through, wishing that I couldn't.
Multiple hats but none have superiority.
I will sit on my small bench and wonder ways to forget you,
among all the other things that I have to complete today.
That heavy weight makes my steps aged, invalid.
What is the outcome?
Who calls these shots?
Why am I sitting here.